Catch me as I fall say you’re here and it’s all over now
speaking to the atmosphere no one’s here and I fall into myself
this truth drives me into madness I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away
Don’t turn away, don’t give in to the pain Continue reading


I tried to kill the pain but only brought more
I lay dying and I m pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I m dying praying bleeding and screaming am I too lost to be saved, am I too lost?
My God my tourniquet return to me salvation, my God my tourniquet return to me salvation Continue reading


You don’t remember me but I remember you I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream? and dream I do.
I believe in you, I ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe you’re taking over me Continue reading


Hold on to me love, you know I can’t stay long
all I wanted to say was I love you and I m not afraid
can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms?
Holding my last breath safe inside myself Continue reading


My immortal, I m so tired of being here suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here and it won’t leave me alone
these wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real Continue reading


I linger in the doorway of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
let me stay where the wind will whisper to me, where the raindrops as they’re falling tell a story
In my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me Continue reading


Playground school bell rings again rain clouds come to play again
has no one told you she’s not breathing?
Hello I’m your mind giving you someone to talk to, hello
If I smile and don’t believe, soon I know I ll wake from this dream Continue reading


Long lost words whisper slowly to me, still can’t find what keeps me here
when all this time I ve been so hollow inside I know you’re still there
Watching me wanting me I can feel you pull me down
fearing you loving you I won’t let you pull me down Continue reading


Now I will tell you what I’ve done for you fifty thousand tears i’ve cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still won’t hear me
don’t want your hand this time I’ll save myself, maybe I’ll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you, just when I thought I’d reached the bottom, I’m dying again. Continue reading


Perfect by nature icons of self indulgence
just what we all need more lies about a world that
never was and never will be have you no shame don’t you see me
you know you’ve got everybody fooled Continue reading